Sir , you have no idea how happy I am to receive your letter. It made my day. I actually agree with you that we all are made from a collective conscious but sometimes I think what made this collective conscious. the force that put everything to its origin. But anyways I just wanted to share something from my recent experience .
One day I woke up and decided to spend my day in a certain day but I was amazed what life had restored for me. I know I can't leave everything to the universe and can't always make things happen my way but I can always try. Like effort, prayers and the ability to try is what people on earth are gifted with.
Also I guess one should stop trying to figure out life and live it. Cause after all no ones coming out alive. We try to find things that lie on the other side knowing that one day we will step there . Time is just the difference between the two place.
Secondly I want to thank your other part Rumi who has the facility to sense through different elements . I guess I too have found a part of me that somewhere. I guess if the memories within are created outside then I have created something beautiful . Cause I had been wishing for something like that to manifest. To meet a part of you, is I guess one of the most amazing thing . You just don't get tired thinking of it and no matter where you are it just lights you up.
I know that a seed contains the tree and its leave but if you look around it not just the seed, the tree is the amalgamation of the soil , the water , the sun and everything else around. Thus we too are not just us but a contribution of the people we meet and choose to stay with. And irrespective of who we are we need to enjoy our stay here, cause this is temporary.
I might not have freedom of free will but I do have freedom to choose and no matter how wrong they are they are my choices and they will always be mine .
Once again I thank you for your response and I hope that I will be able to get some time from your other half .